Lynx's

I wish.. I wish..

2011-01-24T11:08:00.004+08:00

I really feel like going to this one. Please pretty please with cream and cherry on top :P

You know you can make this little brat happy by consciously clicking here and decided to purchase tickets and make Lynx happy hahaha!

I'm coming back for CNY holidays yay! x

I'd be happy if I get one, thank you

2010-12-20T21:03:00.003+08:00

Hello.

How's everyone? Good? Great?
Bagus! I'm cooooool.
Sorry for abandoning this sinking ship, oh well, been busy and empty. Hahaha.
I got lots of drafts in my list. Never never has the guts to publish it. Sangat chicken!
Ahh takpe, as long as I got to write it down somewhere, made me feel a lot better about it :)

Anyway, seperti biasa, currently at 08000 (Kedah) hehe. Spending the other half of my holidays kat jelapang padi. Okay okay yes, ramai orang benci cos lama sangat kat sini, ala sorry la korang I'll come back soon kay.

But still, at home, I'm bored most of the time. Having no one to talk to, alone boring kay. At least if I've a maid, I could mm learn to ngomong nya sama dia. Or learn to cook? That would be funn! So being sucha PITA I'd bug everyone in my bbm list, send random texts, make some prank calls. And omg, the amount of time in front of computer, I think I'd get blind or something. Hahah pretty annoying ey? Ye la, can you imagine, I woke up in the morning to breakfast with Mommy & Daddy (belum mandi lagi), then they go to work and so is my uncle. By 10.00am, I'll be bored to death having no one to disturb. Fine la found some stuff to clean up, find something to eat, bla bla bla and I'm back to square one again that is nothing to do AT ALL.

If I'm lucky enough, I'll get a call from Hanna then we'll go out to hang. Kalau tak, I rather stay in my bed reading books. One of my to-do list: Be a bookworm :) Cool kan. Yes cool la sangat -___- Then lepas tu, everyone will get back from work at about mm sometime late hahaha. Then, I would dragged Daddy to cook something I printed out from internet. I'm spoil so what?

So there yes, can I have a sister/brother? I think I should have one. At least my parents would have some back up annoying little child to take care of when I return back to Pilah. Okay kan!

Once and for all

2010-09-29T10:07:00.002+08:00

"I've my personal three favourites. When the first one failed, so I moved on to the other two. If anything else fail, that's the whole point of proving that it never truly exist."

-lynx

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I stopped halfway writing the list

2010-09-08T01:03:00.001+08:00

That day before balik for Raya holidays, kat my campus ada organized this one ceramah. Of course I'm not planning to go, but as you know being "coupon-oriented" for the activities, this place really drives me crazeh. So it was kinda compulsory for most of the newbies to attend the ceramah. Since it's Ramadhan, and there's coupon provided(yes, I go gaga for this one) I was like what the heck, just pegi memeriahkan majlis. Okay I feel bad after that, cos it wasn't a boring ceramah after all.

There's this one part of the ceramah, it was really interesting. After talking bout Ramadhan and all, he started talking bout alam barzakh. So scary okay. Mind you, this is not all showing-how-your-grave-look-like-whn-your-dead. Actually, I was expected a video then all of us would cry, but no, instead the penceramah asks us to take out a piece of paper and a pen. (It sounds really typical ceramah when I put it that way haha). And he said:

"Katakan esok hari terakhir kamu, dan kamu memang ditakdirkan meninggal esok, dan kamu sakit tenat tak mampu nak beribadat dah. Saya nak kamu semua tulis berapa orang yang akan datang bacakan yassin dan berdoa untuk kamu di hari pengkebumian kamu."

Honestly, I wasn't paying attention but then I heard a few loud cry around me. Even my housemates looks really teary in the eyes. So I tried to list down the names that I'd think would come and visit me for the last time. Little that I know, halfway listing the names... My eyes started to feel really watery. I stopped at no20 and I couldn't continue. I listed the names that I was really sure they would come. But then again, that's me assuming, not always right, and who knows if they still alive masa tu nanti. I peeked a little at my friend's list and she got the whole long list but yet she's crying like there's no tmrw. I looked at her and I looked back at my list, damn, what's gonna happen to me.

I used to be this cold-hearted person, I try my best not to shed any tears in front of my parents even friends. But now it's different, even a simple phone call would make me all sensitive. When mom called, just by hearing her voice my eyes went all teary, but I tried to hold it together cos I didn't want her to be worry. Same goes to my dad and most of you. Haha I'm quite good with that, even Shiqin agreed to that kan?

As for me, this Ramadhan really opened my eyes to everything. Well at least some things. People may say, masa puasa je nak baik lepas ni jahat balik, but you can try to make this Ramadhan as a beginning to become a better person, or least respect this holy month and make the most of it, after all it comes once a year. It could be your last Ramadhan.

Raya pun nak dekat. Since I dah banyak berdosa to everyone, I make promises and never fulfill them, I never call/text to ask how you doing, I never bother to write on your fb wall, I didn't make any effort to text back or call back when you call me, all those lupakan kacang moments, all those sorry-i-didn't-invite-you-for-this-outing, and all those I forgot to wish your birthday on time(trust me, I'm really bad at remembering birthdays, SORRY!), and all my misbehaves and mistakes. Ampunkan ye, dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki. Even if tak sempat jumpa masa raya nanti, at least I dah mintak maaf in advance :)

Selamat hari raya everyone! Maaf zahir dan batin! :)

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Au revoir once again

2010-06-27T11:01:00.000+08:00

My room yang kecil lagi chomel heehee.
Perlu ke pack banyak banyak macam ni? *pointing to those bags* Oh yes, terlalu perlu heehee. Pretty sure I'll add some more stuff while checking if I left anything behind. Wish me luck. See you guys soon! xx

P/s: Mr Wondermilk memang adorable :P
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I guess I didn't waste any seconds here

2010-06-17T21:02:00.000+08:00

I've been here for 2 weeks and now, I don't feel like leaving this place :(

I must admit that on the first week (orientation week), I almost gave up on this place and benci tempat ni. I thought it was like a boot camp. Yes, with the lousy food, crazy body clock cycle, unfriendly people and etc.

Just imagine la, we were super tired after the kuliahs, then we have riadah thingy and taklimat at night until 11pm. And most of the days I ended up bathing at 12 and managed to get only one proper meal a day. Oh and this place is super hot. I needa buy like 4 bottles of mineral waters a day. Haha imma freak! But seriously, I did complaint to my mom but NO, I DID NOT CRY. Haha.

BUT THAT WAS THE FIRST WEEK. THAT'S THE PAST.

After we've been assigned to our respected classes, it turned out that Ashiqin and I were not in the same class (or people call it, practicum). So yeah, the first day we were asked to get the schedule and then proceed to the first kuliah, A.L.O.N.E. But luckily I managed to get a friend of the same practicum on my way to the Dewan Kuliah. Her name is Atikah, I call her Ika and she's from Pahang. She reminds me a lot about Fatiah. And she's from Felda too. For some reason, I clicked really well with this gal, thank God!

But the misery did not end there, after having such troubles finding the Dewan Kuliahs, we went to the wrong kuliah, on the first day. Memang loser gila ah. We were in this Micro-ekonomi class. Haha and then there's this girl overheard our convo and then she asked us to leave by the back door, if we were too shy to use the front door. *May God bless that wonderful person :)

When the first time I met the people in my practicum, diorang baik gila! Some offered to photostat the complete schedule for us, offered to join their study group (sbb kitorang dah banyak ketinggalan, aww), some even offered their notes for our references. Memang terbaiklah my course mates. Seriously. Ika and I were the only 2 new intakes in our practicum. But diorang cam excited gila to have us heehee! We often got lost finding almost ALL the classes, tapi with the help of the new course mates, kitorang dah pro sekarang ni :D

So then, my perspectives towards this place berubah. Semua orang friendly gila, senyum all the time, I like :) The food wasn't THAT bad. The food in boy's cafeteria is pretty awesome, nama cafe tu Orion. I've been tweeting a lot about Orion lately heeehee. But cafe Lyra and Carina (girl's) wasn't bad at all jugak.

Oh lupa nak cakap, I like my roomates too, eventho it was hard at first, tapi I think we get along very very well ;') Ashiqin's roomate pon best gila. I always went to their room and kacau her roomate haha.

See, everything was pretty amazing. But not yet, I haven't tell ya about the best part, ze boys over here! HAHAHA GEDIK GEDIK! Kat sini semua pakai smart smart, then semua pandai memang sekali tengok, cair wa!

So yeah, I'm leaving and I'm feeling the blues. Sedih. Eventho just for 2 weeks, I think that I've known so many wonderful people :')
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Do you think I'll make it over here?

2010-05-18T16:45:00.004+08:00

So yeah, just finished watching the final episode of Gossip Girl season 3.

WHY THE HELL DOES CHUCK BASS HAS TO DIE?!

There, I said it. So so so unfair okay, to (me) a die hard fan of that preppy little playboy of the Upper East Side and his cutesy bow tie. Hahaha well, his character is so unique in his own way. I like it. Ahh anyway, did i tell you some bloody perompak shot him and he died at some prostitute alley (more like Lorong Haji Taib)? Gila ah. Tak stylo langsung okay -_-

Tak adil langsung. At least bagi lah dia mati terhormat sikit. Ish ish. Geraaaam.

Anyways, I went for my second driving class here. Since I haven't take the test in kL. I have to re-take the whole lesson over again. Since I got TOO much time, bosan takde bwat apa-apa, I don't mind la. Hmm the people semua friendly gila. I got the same instructor as my uncle's last time. My uncle said pakcik instructor tu samseng besaq kat sini! Haha he's damn baik la, doesn't look like those gangster type. One thing I like, semua orang kat sini macam takut sikit if i mention my instructor's name. Kelakar gila.

Tapi kat sini, semua orang guna pick up line yang sama, over and over again.

"Umm Chinese ke Malay ni?"
"Saya Malay laa. "
"Ayah ke mak awak?"
"Haaaa? Kenapa dengan mak bapak saya?"
"Ye la. Mak awak atau ayah awak yang Chinese?"
"Haha. Dua-dua Melayu tulen laa"

I think it went about 4-5 convos started with that. Then it lead to like where I live, studying/working etc etc.

Haha but it's pretty fun tho, I like how people take the effort to study my face lama-lama and surprised bila I told them the answer.

But there's this pakcik. Ish geraaaaam sangat.
The convos started with the same as the above, but bila dah lama-lama tu..

"Awak dah kahwin?"
"...Err tak lagi.." -__________-
"Awak umur berapa? 20?"
"Saya baru 18 la.."

ISH ISH ISH. Pakcik tu memang la. Geram gila okay. Dah la macam gatal sikit. Nasib baik he's one of the pakciks and he's older than me. Tak baik lah nak rude semua kan, so I just layan je la. But still, I'm 20 and married? Eeeeek pakcik! But thank God, my instructor to the rescue! He called me and pegi practice semua tu.

So yeah I met a few people there. Tapi ramai students kat UiTM Merbok (Did you know Yuna went to that campus?). Semua ingat I study there and they ask me why the never see me. Haha how I wish la.

Happy Birthday Zaffy Affendi

2010-05-12T19:04:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday, happy birthday,
Happy birthday to youuuuuuu, Zaffy Affendi!

You're finally 18!
Make sure you have a good time celebrating your party this year :)
Sorry I couldn't make it this time, I'm sure it's gonna be a blast.

Nice knowing you all this while babe.
Lovelove ♥

All here just for you

2010-05-09T21:52:00.003+08:00

To Mama,

My best friend in the whole wide world.
And my older sister.
The most amazing mom.
Teehee, i love youu.

To all hot mommys out there,

Happy Mother's Day!

I admire your expensive taste

2010-05-05T17:15:00.004+08:00

Suggest me one thing to do when I'm dead bored?

Btw the weather over here is almost 40 degree Celsius, I think la. Bole masak telur goreng kat atas jalan raya tu, seriously.
Tak hujan, malam-malam pon berpeluh kat dalam bilik air cond -_ -
How can I survive la *drama queen mode ON*

Nanti I'll show you my favourite place I always go to every evening. Pergi ke sana dengan menunggang BASIKAL & SORANG SORANG.
Even budak kecil naik motor sebelah will be like, "Kak, slow nye naik basikal." Pastu dia ketawa mintak penampar grrr.
Memang la slow naik basikal, hello calories are burning plus I'm sweating like a pig under the freaking hot weather.

BUT I forever kena maintain muka angel tak bole blah, cos makciks and pakciks kat tepi-tepi tu mesty nak tanya banyak soalan. Aduhh paparazi semua tu. Oh di atas kepala sentiasa ada itu "halo". Aww plastic!

My heart keeps beating like a hammer

2010-05-04T23:35:00.007+08:00

This song has been in my repeat playlist since forever.

help I'm alive
my heart keeps beating like a hammer

It's not fair and I think you're really mean

2010-05-04T23:16:00.006+08:00

Syirawrlynx is currently in Kedah Darul Aman.
Oh that's my cousin, K. This was the"post-party" kenduri tahlil for my late gradfather.

I'll miss you always, TokWan x

You gonna have to see through my perspective

2010-04-19T04:15:00.002+08:00

Hello people! How's everyone?

Everybody seems to be busy lately? Takpe biasa lah. It's just the beginning of our sorta "new life". Semua dah berubah haluan masing-masing. Haha. Saya faham.

Haha new phase. Eeek sounds so old, tak suka. But we got no choice but to umm learn to deal with it. Macam-macam problems. Like Shiqies, masalah dalaman forever. Zaffy, "phase in life". Hanna, currently yang paling bahagia sekali? Haha good for youu! Yang lain tu sentiasa happy. Bagus bagus :)

I think all these misery sekejap je. Hopefully everything will be better as time goes by. Spreading the positive love peeps!

Omg boring gila ah duduk rumah without any activity. Seriously, I gotta find a hobby, a job, or maybe start attending classes. Wah attending classes cam menjahit cam best kan:D Okay okay, SOON.

It's 4.16am and I still can't sleep. I'm so messing up with my own biological clock. I hate waking up in the afternoon. Makes me feel super busuk eeek. It's either sleep now or no sleep at all. I think imma go with the first option. So, gnite world!

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Kehadapan, Mamat Jambu

2010-04-19T04:10:00.002+08:00

Ahmad Syamir Akif, kitorang rinduuu sangat kat kau okay. Take a good care of yourself while dekat sana. Jangan asyik 'mengaji' lagu2 The Killers je dekat sana haha.

Haih who else is going to kacau me on msn? Who is goin to cyber-stalk Prince Brunei tu? Justin Bieber lagi?! Haha who's gonna send random texts sampai aku ketawa sakit perut? Sapa lagi nak bwat Gaga dance dalam kereta? Who's gonna be my Anatomy teacher? Sapa nak layan lagu2 screamo/rock ngan aku?

Ahh too many to list downn :'(

Can't wait till you come back! 3months feels like forever lah. Miss your gila-gilaness! Rasa cam tak complete je heehee.

I think Justin Bieber is going to miss you too.
We miss youuuus! Cepat balik wey!

*I made this post masa 28th March 2010. Haha didn't know he wasn't going. Anyway here's for you, Syamir. Since I didn't wish you right on time on ur bday last year, ni macam sorry prezzie. I knew you were angry masa tu. Haha sorry :P

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I swore I could feel you breathe, it was all so real to me

2010-03-20T20:08:00.002+08:00

Semalam we went to Ampang Lookout Point lagi. It was fun. I enjoyed every single moments with you guys, like sangat sangat enjoy! Thankie guys for "payung"-ing me. I promise one day I belanja semua haha! I'm really really broke now. I need a job seriously.

X

Anyways, today was fun too. Went to lunch with my parents at Zipangu in Shangri-La. Best sangat. Ada banyak Unagi (Y) Sedap sedap sedap sangat. I know I didn't deserve anything despite result yang terok gila disappointment tahap stress gila, haha but thankie so much for the present. I lovelovelove it so much. For some reason, everything feels so right about my life right now. Alhamdulillah.

P/S: We're so gonna miss you, Syamir! Ahh sedih. Haha can't wait to see the sexay bald head nanti:D
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To see the Sun that we missed

2010-03-17T09:14:00.002+08:00

Today was hell a lot of fun! Penat tapi berbaloi heee. Since semua ada twitter, imma tag all of you haha. Best dapat outing dengan @syamir_akif @fdzilly @sofiecandy @sayashiqin.

Actually at first semua ni bukan plan awal2. Haha macam biasa lah, last minute plan. So anyways, we went to Pavillion for some movie. Okay movie horror! -.- Yes, Syira memang nak mati masa tu. Niyang Rapik jugak pilihan mereka. So, I pasrah je la. Oh thankie to @sayashiqin for the ticket! Saya di-sponsor haha. Shaheizy Sam pon ade dalam movie tu, so I tak kesah jee. Whee

What I think about the movie? Biasa je. Takut sikit2 la. Haha I was covering my face thru out the movie untuk mengelakkan ternampak benda2 pelik. Thankie magazine Juice yang setia menutupkan muka I.

Btw I love talking to you guys masa kat Starbucks tu. So much fun! (Pelik kan our life revolves around Starbucks so much, sangat tak boleh blah please!). But I still love Starbucks hee! Walaupun macam sekejap, I like! Sebab topic panas2 & sangat best please:)

After that we went for a walk along Bukit Bintang. Best saja, lepak2 sikit. Oh btw, I was wearing my rockstar jacket tanpa menghiraukan weather Malaysia yang panas nak mamps! So, the typical drama queen decided to change. @fdzilly's shirt jadi mangsa haha! Thankie dude! Tengok la bila imma return your shirt wahaha! So, from Syira the rockstar to Syira the Pengkid aka lesbian @sayashiqin's partner.

Ini mamat jambu woo :P

Looks kinda cooling eh? Toot twas damn panas okay. Berpeluh gila please!

One thing I tak paham. Ada satu mat bangla ni was staring macam nak makan. Hello? I'm completely tertutup. Langsung tak nampak apa2 yang menghairahkan haha. Sumpah rasa cam nak tikam dia!

Haha best je teman @sofiecandy pegi tandas every 3hours. Rasa macam ibu sejati. Eww. Apa tu Syira? What's with that motherly feeling? Lol. @syamir_akif forever yang sangat funny especially masa movie. Seriously dia ingat semua benda kotor je. Budaya kuning whahaha!

Lepas tu pegi Canai Cafe pulak. Best jugak, Subang ftw! Sumpah masa tu drama queen ni dalam keadaan berpeluh+melekit+busuk+tomboy(tapi I like your shirt @fdzilly!) Wahaha. Makan kejap and was rushing off balik rumah because hello? I got curfew yang paling awal antara semua manusia berusia 18tahun pada tahun ini. Made it on time! Thankie guys! *BiG LoVe*

Eh I heard @syamir_akif drive lepas hantar I? Wah cool sia. Kenapa I miss? *!:5/?@4+ Haha next time I must takut2 kan dia. Mesty chomel. Aww. Mentang2 la dah dapat lesen P!

Gold Man @ Bukit Bintang.

Atm, this is all the pictures I got. I'll add more pictures later:)

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Time to think for your future

2010-03-12T18:44:00.004+08:00

Result SPM dah keluar and there's nothing I can do, except just be thankful of what I've achieved. Alhamdulillah.

Yes, I was being a typical drama queen that day and was crying like a shit. Haha to those who enjoyed it mesty ketawa cam orang gila. Btw, to those yang dapat straight A's & result power, congrats people! You guys deserve it :)

So yeah, now I'm just gonna wait for the matriks and the UPU application. Big possibilities I'll be going to the matriks as my parents suggested. Daddy was like,"Ni banyak sangat main-main masa amik SPM. So, kat matriks nanti, try your best". Tapi kat matriks kena score gila-gila la. Haih.But then again, if tak dapat either one, imma die. Musnah segala harapan beta.

Now macam takde mood nak lepak-lepak dah. Apatah lagi bershopping. So maybe I'll be rotting at home. Nak pegi driving class pon malas gila. Semua benda cam dah tak best. Makan pon sehari sekali je. Rasa hopeless sangat. Lol tiba2 rasa cam it's the end of the world. Tapi sooner or later, I'll get better la.

I don't know why but now rasa macam susah sangat nak bwat choice. It's like making your life choices, macam if you choose the wrong path, that's it byebye you're gonna die! Haha skeptics sikit.

Lepas ni we go our own separate ways la. Except for some yang maybe boleh lekat sama2 tempat study. Or maybe yang betul kena lekat. Wtf with me and lekat? Okay merepek. Lepas ni I'll update more la, since we're not gonna see each other dah :'( Bukan la tak jumpa langsung, hmm maybe less, kurang berjumpa. Ah sediih.

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I'm not the same kid from your memory

2010-02-20T16:40:00.003+08:00

Kau terangi jiwa ku.

Kau redupkan lagi.

Madewell By Alexa Chung

2010-02-17T15:28:00.006+08:00

source: Nylon, Refinery29

Tidak mahu ku ingat lagi, apa yang telah terjadi

2010-02-14T22:58:00.006+08:00

Currently in Kedah.
Suddenly, I think there's something in my head I need to clear off.
Bummer.

I am totally happy cos I kinda think that there is no more the Great Wall of 47400! (Y)(Y)
Trying to make full use of each day.
Ini semua pengaruh lagu Kris Allen. Haha I betul2 insaf ni :)

X

Hmm today's Valentine's kan?
Happy Valentine's Day, spread the love and make out with a stranger.
Haha toot message tak guna. Kesesatan.

Oh and Happy Chinese New Year!
Tigerrrrrrrr;

X

Lepas ni nak date ngan semuaaaa orang.
I dah muak date ngan rempitan kat Kedah ni.
Everytime dating nak buat willy, superman and etc etc
Not to mention, B.O yang sangat uhmm, takyah nak describe. Aduh merana aku!

Okay tipu saja deh. See you guys laters?
I miss you, you, you and youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

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A girl is as hot as the shoes she choose

2010-02-10T14:09:00.002+08:00

Show some love people! Clickety to checkout some gorgeous flats! I heart them ♥♥♥

www.runwaysandcatwalks.blogspot.com

Heehee.

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Kembali, kembali kepada petak pertama, ku mahu hidup 1000 tahun lagi

2010-02-04T01:27:00.002+08:00

Today was a real nice day. I did all the things I like and felt really satisfied. Okay, happy sangat cos I get to spent some time outside my house. Just imagine dalam rumah 24/7, oh yes sangat boring, makan sampai lebam, gemuk, rasa cam nak kena sakit jantung, tak boleh blah. Typical typical X) I almost wished the day never has to end. Too bad you guys weren't there! I mean it, everyone:)

X

Currently, watching Gossip Girl(again!). I was LMAO to this(yet again!). Haha I love Blair! (Y)(Y)(Y)

Georgina: You're overreacting. The roommate thing is just a coincidence. My parents said it was either Bible camp or college, so..... Go Bobcats!
Blair: So you're not in love with Jesus anymore.
Georgina: I still hold Him in my heart, but Jesus and I have redefined our relationship.
Blair: You mean he dumped you because He found out you were Satan!

:D
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I'm a big girl I don't live in fairytale

2010-01-28T18:42:00.002+08:00

I'm really tired and hungry. Haha just cause.

X
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You electrify my life let's conspire to reignite

2010-01-27T21:16:00.006+08:00

A remake of The Runaways.

Plus, I love Dakota Fanning. & The galm-rock thing is just pure wicked!

Can't wait ♥ ♥ ♥

Cerita dongeng

2010-01-13T02:29:00.006+08:00

Ini cerita tentang sebiji teapot. Teapot ini selalu berisi air di dalamnya. Berbagai-bagai perisa air pernah ada di dalam teapot itu seperti kopi, milo, air tembikai, susu, air mata kucing, air belimbing, air sirap selasih dan sebagainya. Perhubungan teapot dan air-air tersebut boleh diibaratkan bagai isi dan kuku pada masa-masa tertentu. Mari saya tekankan sekali lagi, PADA MASA-MASA TERTENTU.

Teapot sedia berkhidmat dan patuh dengan segala arahan pemiliknya. Walaupun begitu, teapot tidak berdaya untuk daripada serangan serangga seperti semut, lalat dan apa sahaja yang berjaya menembusinya lalu mencemarkan air di dalam teapot itu. Malang sekali nasib teapot ia "dipulaukan" kerana perkhidmatannya yang kurang memuaskan. Tetapi teapot menganggap ini semua hanyalah dugaan yang perlu ditempuh oleh salah satu ciptaan Tuhan di alam sementara ini. Teapot tabah.

Seterusnya, teapot adalah seorang yang setia. Bukan sahaja kepada pemiliknya, teapot juga mempunyai kenalan yang selalu berkhidmat bersamanya. Antaranya ialah pinggan mangkuk Corelle (haha itu brand pinggan mangkuk), cawan-cawan seramik, mug yang diberi free oleh rakan-rakan owner, mug dapat bersama colgate etc etc, gelas slim&slender, saucer pelbagai warna, utensil dan sebagainya. Amboi ramainya kenalan teapot ya? Memang pun, kawan biarlah beribu tapi setia hanya pada yang satu.

Pada suatu hari, pemilik teapot sedang menuangkan air ke dalam cawan seramik (cawan kegemaran teapot) sehingga penuh. Dicapai pula sebiji mug yang dapat ketika dibeli bersama colgate dan seterusnya pemilik teapot menuang air ke dalam mug tersebut. Mug itu hampa kerana dia hanya diisi dengan separuh sahaja. Dalam minda teapot, teapot hanya ingin cawan seramik sentiasa berkhidmat bersamanya. Biarpun cawan seramik dan teapot dari dunia berbeza, teapot tetap berharap. Maka pada waktu ketika lain, cawan seramik tidak langsung mahu melayan sebarang hal berkaitan dengan teapot dan mencari kenalan yang lain. Teapot tetap tidak endah terhadap tindakan cawan seramik. Bagi mug colgate (yang diperoleh free) yang mungkin kurang menarik, kurang nilai dagangannya, cawan seramik hanyalah sebiji cawan yang cantik dari luarannya, tetapi kurang nilai kesetiaan.

Mug free dan mug colgate sekalian adalan kenalan rapat. Sudah berkali-kali teapot diajak untuk berbaik dengan golongan mug sekalian tetapi hanya menemui jalan buntu. Golongan mug juga telah memberi beberapa nasihat kepada teapot mengenai cawan seramik, tetapi tindakan mereka bagai mencurahkan air ke daun keladi. Kejam kan? Mereka hanya ingin menolong tetapi itu semua sudah terlambat kerana teapot telah terlalu asyik. Sampai akhirnya mug berfikir, persetankan saja teapot durjana itu. I hope you feel the pain.

Teapot bahagia dengan cawan seramiknya. Walaupun disuruh/ diperintah untuk membuat itu dan ini, teapot tetap tidak mengambil hati. Cawan seramik adalah segala-galanya. Apakah yang akan terjadi kepada pada masa akan datang?

Teapot menderita. Cawan seramik bahagia. Golongan mug bersyukur.
Setuju?

Yes, hideaway if you must

2010-01-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

Look at my tweet and not Fadzil's tweet. Haha now tell me do you miss me? Lame sial lol.
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On the clock

2010-01-01T18:03:00.002+08:00

Hi.
Happy New Year.
It's an honour to have you, 2010.
Have a great year ahead peeps!

It has been enjoyable rollercoaster ride!
:)

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Say Hi

2009-12-30T15:42:00.005+08:00

Okay fine, life has been pretty hectic. lotsa activities(sedikit poyo kononnya diri sangat diperlukan lol). not really, tapi adalah sikit-sikit. oh plus, updating through twitter is so much easier. tekan-tekan terus done. so anyways, sekarang ni langsung tak lekat kat rumah, ada jer yang perlu di-attend. tapi takpe rasa enjoy gila when i have no homework to worry about. yay to that!

oh i love that dinner kat the gardens the other day kat OU. we'll miss you Wan Anis Sofia! have fun in Paris! thanks guys for inviting me! but we missed those who can't make it tho:)

lagi satu, to those yang plan about outing sorry i couldn't make it. family stuff so, i have no choice.sorry guys. rasa guilty gila seriously. i promise next year, plan roadtrips yang best gila! sesiapa yang boleh drive, *ahem ahem* bersedialah, khidmat anda diperlukan:)

i would love to share all my "to-do list" but i don't have one. haha i know everyone has one. but mine is sorta like, just go for it. like the other day, i went to kL with my cousin sister and found some awesome stuff. really awesome i tell you, hello dress macam RM10. hahaha suddenly nak bukak cerita mak nenek. seriously, rasa sangat happy:)

moving on, been buying lotsa dvds lately *jakun sikit* sangat ketinggalan about new movies and all. oh well, sekarang ni time to update update update. cam biasa lah avatar mesty everyone has seen it kan? it's blardee awesome! jake sully itu ialah seorang warganegara British *zomggg* (in real life lah!)

currently i'm in alor star. thinking bout goin to the pesta penang thing, my cousin said it's crazy fun! *serious nak pegi T.T* i have to go to penang lah, saya rindu nak tengok pulau. after this maybe i'll be in kedah. omg i won't be in kL for NY!!!! total bummer, yes i know! syira chill chill. it won't be that bad rite? hahaha.

and i'm watching 90210 ni semua pasal takde astro so i have to watch online -.- but thinking of it, i've been living WITHOUT astro for like 17 years now. i think i can carry on like this. haha. p/s:I miss you guys!

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Nobody to rock with but you

2009-12-11T00:31:00.005+08:00

we're officially DONE with SPM.
thank you for the one of the best nights in my life peeps! <3
gonna blog bout that soon!
i'm off to Kedah tomorrow. hee

btw, big shout out to Miss Hanna Afifa Tajul Azwa!
happy belated birthday!

hahaha memories. this was loooong time ago lols.
birthday prezzie lambat sikit okay. but mesty ada, promisee!
have a blast babe! essay for your bithday next year okay?
lovelovelove youuu! :)

Those Little Things

2009-12-05T22:29:00.005+08:00

I'm watching Twilight kat Star Movies now.
Ultimate sex god. Hahahaha.
With the super sexay voice, "Animal attack".
Seriously, I was literally jumping when i was watching his scenes okay.
Fine, I know what you guys gonna say..
"Watak ayam please!"
"Ohmygod, dia tak penting langsung!"
"I can count his appearance in the movie, almost say.. 4 or 5 scenes? Maybe less?"
"He's so tak hot. Bapak orang kot."

Well, I tak kesah. Say whatever you want, but I still love you guys!
Hahaha. I'm very loyal okay.
Btw, this picture have been my phone's wallpaper for quite sometime.
Hee hothothot.

melissaplasticdreams

Lulu Guinness

very prettay eh. me likeeey!

oh and those cluctches are perfecto for prom, guys. kan kan kan?

okay people, just a few more papers and we'll be freeee!

lepas ni berjuta benda nak buat!

i got my list already :D

We Are One

2009-12-01T13:49:00.005+08:00

PRESS PLAY. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO! HAHAHA.

I've been complaining about flu lately.
Especially kat twitter. My favo quote now, "Damn you, flu."
Tagline sejati hahahahah.
Kepada yang sihat walafiat, take care makan vitamin banyak-banyak.
Jangan kena apa-apa penyakit masa SPM ni, merana i tell youu.
Saya hampir mati masa Biology paper okay.

&& All the best for the reamaining papers.

P/s: Tajuk post ni mengingatkan kembali nostalgia lagu² Foo Fighters. Hahahah

Are you being YOU?

2009-11-20T23:57:00.005+08:00

" be yourself; everybody else is already taken" - Oscar Wilde

i do like quote actually, pretty much related in a way.
don't you think so?

so yeah, it's SPM week/month now.

I'm still hoping for the best tho. *crosses fingers*
hope it's not too late, all the best everyone!

Fairy Tales

2009-11-11T15:39:00.012+08:00

Chuck: NYU is hard, but Blair Waldorf does not give up.
Blair: I’m not giving up, I’ve made a strategic retreat.
Chuck: Potato-Potato.
Blair: You don’t understand.
Chuck: I do understand, let me help.
Blair: No, Chuck! NYU is not the Upper East Side, they don’t care about Constance or the social high anarchy. They don’t care that I’m Blair Waldorf! It’s over.
Chuck: And you’d do this to me?
Blair: What are you talking about?
Chuck: I’m Chuck Bass, and I told you I love you. You’re saying I’m easier to win over than a bunch of pseudo intellectual homesick malcontents. You’d really insult me like that?
Blair: Is that how it is?
Chuck: That’s exactly how it is. So the next time you forgot you’re Blair Waldorf, remember I’m Chuck Bass, and I love you.

//one of my favorite scenes, aww. Ed Westwick <3>

p/s: I am truly thankful. Alhamdulillah.

The Rock

2009-11-06T18:04:00.003+08:00

actually i wanted to blog yesterday. but i was really exhausted. sangat sangat exhausted.

i went to school yesterday for the Nike Training thingi.
sumpah when i walked in the school compound through the school gate,
i saw a bunch of people wearing a neon shirt on.
first look, i thought they were the construction workers.
harhar they turned out to be Nike people.

well i was busy twitter-ing most of the time.
i was at my station with Sofea and a few St. John's members.
it's great to see people running under hot sun while you're enjoying the view and sitting under umbrella.
lol then only i realized that i am the one who needs to burn calories wtf.

after that, headed to One Utama to watch Pisau Cukur.
this was entirely Ashiqin's idea.
pity her, she has the Aeres Syndrome. how can u say no to special kids?
juuuuuuuust joking! ykily

overall, the movie was okay but a bit long winded.
i think we spent 2++ hours for that movie okay. but damn, the outfit is noooice.
the colourful outfits suite both Fazura(my faves!) and Maya Karin.
not forgetting Faqir, was quite well-dressed. apparently he looks 5 years younger with the braces on (:

Oh My Dior! Oh My Prada! Oh My Jimmy Choo! Oh My Louis Vuitton!

some catchy lines from the movie. trust me, this gonna be the latest 'it' lines.
anyway, i really had a great time!

reached home at 5.30pm. i have one and a half hour to get ready for Perfection's Seminar in DU.
i was late! AGAIN.

in the car:

Mimi & I

Shite lah. Kitorang mesty lambat gila. Malu wooo.
Don't worry babe, aku lambat all the time! Heee
But still, it's seminar, imagine berapa juta orang kat situ.
Yeahh we're gonna make an entrance! Enjoy je the limelight nanti.
Sumpah tak nak :(

guess what?
A REAL FREAKING ENTRANCE WE GOT.
we gotta find the freaking seats and it's dark.
did i tell you that we came in FROM THE FRONT DOOR?!
sumpah malu gila. then, terkedek-kedek mencari seats.
luckily Haikal waved at us to show us the seats.

the limelight was actually true okay.
we got it cos we barely see anything, so that Sejarah teacher points the lights (from the projection thingi) toward our direction. harhar Mimi & I couldn't stop talking about throughout the seminar.
he has the perfect smile EVER. gigi yang sangat perfect (almost nampak macam fake,lol), perfect height (macam Twin Tower Petronas!), badan boleh lah, ketul-ketul sikit and according to Mims, he looks like Dwayne Johnson AKA The Rock.

we're sooo going for his next bengkel session! :D

Syndrome

2009-11-04T11:44:00.007+08:00

terdapat pelbagai jenis penyakit yang kini melanda muda-mudi di Malaysia.
antaranya, OCD (Obsessive Cullen Disorder), Aeres Syndrome (seorang manusia aja yang aku kenal ada penyakit ni/lol) and paling latest, Syndrome takut SPM. harhar sapa takda?

even orang yang sedang meng-type ni pun, menggigil kejap.
cold sweat okay.

so, jika anda mempunyai Syndrome takut SPM, and akan:

# makan tak lalu, tidur tak lena, mandi tak basah (something like falling in love?)
# become really nervous and tak tentu arah if someone mention "days to SPM"
# force yourself to read at midnite, but fall asleep within an hour or less
# sign up for SPM seminars di semua tempat
# make an effort to make learning interesting seperti pegi library, lepak starbucks, handy notes dan etc
# memutuskan segala pertalian dengan rakan-rakan untuk 1 bulan terakhir (misteri aje bunyi nyer)
# google for SPM tips (which is soo untrue!)
# noticed that you have panda eyes, or more specific, eyebags

well that is just part of it. you know yourself kan, SPM candidate?
yes, i hate it also when people refer to me as THAT. lol

anyway, jika anda mempunyai Aeres Syndrome, and akan:

# automatically switch to TV3 every Tuesday at 11pm
# totally lost youself when you see Aeres CAMEO for 15 secs and less (sometimes not appearance!)
# constantly texted everyone to remind them to switch to TV3 on that particular date and time (lol)
# menjadikan his CAMEO lines, the ultimate quote of the day
# always go to www.tv3.com.my whenever you miss to see his face
# google his name for images
# find him in Facebook, Twitter and etc
# tend to know his background, from his nickname, girlf, current activities and etc within a week you saw him on telly
# never fail to include his name in a sentence (e.g I wanna eat. Oh Encik Aeres)
# when you dragged your friends along for his very first debut in latest film
# mane taw in future, kLpac become your second house

this is too many to list down. it's actually your obsession for certain people.
seperti lagu Mariah Carey untuk Eminem.."I'm like... Why you're so obsess with me?"
hahahahahahah. obviously, yang ni untuk Cikgu Ashiqin.

oh, for example one of nanisia, Anis is drawn towards Christiano Ronaldo (model shampoo pulak),
Syamir attracted to Camilla Belle (mata cantik wooo),
Justine, yours would be curly? :P
Fadzil sangat tertarik kepada Wondermilkcafe?,
Mimi: Brendon Flowers or Tyson Ritter?,
ohh and idk why Hanna and Nunu seems attracted to fat people, kentut, cirit dan sebagainya. hahahahhaha.
Zafirah sangat obvious kepada foreigners but telah bertukar sesat kepada local guys. which sangat high class punya.
Banana Leaf Sue Ann, as you know lah Andy Estranged (her dream came true tho!),
Win Ern, too obvious, it's Lee Hom's addict.

hanya rekaan semata-mata tiada kena-mengena dengan yang masih hidup atau yang meninggal dunia.
(:

Proud

2009-10-31T11:55:00.007+08:00

yes a very proud Malaysian indeed.

i tweeted about this last time, and today it came out on the newspaper.
Lady Gaga loves Bernard Chandran!

Bernard Chandran expanded his couture collection in Knightsbridge, London.
just like Jimmy Choo, slowly he become famous internationally.

Lady Gaga at The Brits Award 2009

She has it in Blue too!

Shopping on the streets in London

awsome kan? nampak macam cool gila.
and can't wait to his next collection.

awsome job dude, kudos!

Keep the balance

2009-10-16T11:55:00.005+08:00

via Audrey Hepburn Complex

u know i love colours.

anyway, pretty much hooked up with Glee now.
for now, my top three are Gossip girl, Skins and Glee.
heee.

p/s: Ed Westwick is beyond awsome.

Silver Lining

2009-10-11T19:57:00.004+08:00

via thingsweforget

im trying.

In need of a long break

2009-10-10T11:51:00.006+08:00

whatever true friend thingy doesn't refer to one person/a crowd only.
it's very general, seriously. and i never meant to accuse/offend anybody.

i think i need to rejuvenate. me no love.

"Kau nampak serabut"

2009-10-08T17:51:00.004+08:00

ahh thanks for noticing Hanna, honestly.
although we aren't that close anymore, i forgot how caring you are.
even others doesn't notice or maybe don't bother.

well, actually ada masalah dalaman sikit.
i am very complicated lah. idk why, maybe i think too much ey?
ahaaahaa.

and just in case, i don't to talk any of you or something, it's not that you invisible, it's me.
that means im facing a big problem.
my so-called "mid-life crisis".
i don't mind if you guys got offended/angry or anything at all.
just because you didn't know the truth.

Tak sedar diri

2009-09-14T15:52:00.009+08:00

ohh how i hate that day. yep it's the day i feel invisible again.
obviously i fuckin hate it.

i really feel world is unfair.
it's like person A bragging about he/she got.
i mean like yes i know, u're fuckin lucky to have it, but still have a fuckin life lah.
so what if u're lucky? will that makes u superior enough?
WELL, I DON'T THINK SO, BITCH.

i just hate some people who are talented/smart/lucky enough that they become so full of theirselves. for example, today, in school.
i was talking to Justine, and then suddenly this shite came.
fyi, i hate him/her looong time a go. because i really think he/she is a fuckin bitch.
just because he/she got a date for prom, i mean like DO U REALLY NEED TO FUCKIN BRAG ABOUT IT? after all it's just a prom. a less than 24 hour party.

and don't let me start about her/his friends. homg, worst. in a way, they're really a good friend to her/him. they've been supporting her/him, as in

"omg. u totally deserve him/her"
"yay, at last, you both"

and all that crap. i was like.... =.=" i think he/she gonna pop her cherry on that night. harhar well, based on her/his attitude and all, i wouldn't be surprise if he/she did. LOL

haaah. whatever lah. i just hope that he/she will have a normal life. less than what he/she is now. desperate much.

hmm lately my life has been up and down like crazy. like when, i was out during the hunt for studs button and the stress i was going through during these past few weeks. it's like a torture hell of 4 weeks exam. imma gonna have to recharge my batteries for spm, if not i'll blackout or something.

btw, it's one week to raya. i don't that much of celebrating raya.
maybe because there's no TokWan for this year, again.
i still miss him. but im sure he's a better place now.

gotta go now. feel very sleepy :P

today im thankful for the ever-loving family i have.

Bite me

2009-08-27T01:05:00.003+08:00

who knows Dr Carlisle Cullen can be this hot aite?
sorry i really have to post this.

he is so chomel.
teehee another fittie :D

he is bloody latino, omg no wonder all the features!
HOTHTOTHOTHHOHTHOT!

he is such loving husband and father.
his wife is Jennie Garth. she is soo pretty.
he got 3 daughters.

and he got a Harley, saw em on his tweet :D
after all, it aint a bad idea for creating a twitter account!
i got to stalk my fitties.

Peter Facinelli, i heart you.

It's never too late

2009-08-25T11:41:00.001+08:00

just started with twitter.

i'm still soo excited about it, say with me, HOOORAAAAY!

but still i'm behind the time, cos i still don't have a freakin FACEBOOK account!

maybe i'll start with it after my spm ya?

wish me luck.

now, i'm at perfection,du with a bunch of loserrrrsss.

tapi tak kesah jer cos im starting a tutorial twitter ngan diorang.

hello kind people(:

anyway, looking forward for the dinner break fast tonight!
i hope the reservation is ready ya, Mr Camwhore.
lol btw, cheer up Mr Creative? we are used to your postive aura!

fittie in action <333333333>

ED WESTWICK
ED WESTWICK
ED WESTWICK
ED WESTWICK!!!

OMG, HIS ACCENT.
harhar obama knows gossip girl!
i like it when the interviewer said,"he does honesty" AWWW.

i love UK shows, they're like super awsome.
this one of my faves. that interviwer guy is Steve Jones, if you noticed, he played Jem(the gay interior designer in angus, thongs and perfect snogging) and that gal (who got Ed's mom's name wrong!) is Miquitta.

update laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

going for physics tuition now.

booo, i miss my physics teacher, the ever-bubbly physics teacher.
lol

ohsorandom: i am soo addicted to twitter. ahaha easilt got sexcited X)

Ramaaadhan

2009-08-23T18:16:00.000+08:00

alot has been going on these past few days.
we ended our first week of trials.
hell it's torturing! i mean, i screwed in most of the papers.
eeeee benci. how the hell am i gonna ace spm?
*die die die die die die* lol/

anyway, bm paper was pretty much suck ey?
latar masa! how on earth to write an essay bout latar masa for both the freaking novels.
dah lah tak pernah bace novel-novel pelik tu.
ahahahahaha. serves me right :(

on the other note, we're gonna celebrate ramadhan!
too bad i won't be fasting on the fist day. what a bummer.

on this ramadhan, i hope to be a whole lot diffent individual(:
a better muslim, better daughter, better student, better friend. and a better human being.
happy fasting peeps!

and today i am very thankful for my family and their support!
love you semuaaaa :D

I'm with them

2009-08-15T01:20:00.000+08:00

'them' is referring to the group, gang, clicks, clan or whatever you called it.
i think most of us, umm kinda "belong" to certain group of people rite?
tapi it's kinda discriminating la. most of the clicks tend to prioritise their own member eventhough the're on the wrong side.
i think all this shits is really unfair taw.

harhar actually i rase tak puas hati with my classmates.
the stupid form 5's class page is the problem.
from what i heard, we'll only have 2 black&white pages.
why the hell can't we have 2 coloured pages? after all, it's our final year ok.
my opinion doesn't matter i guess.

the thing that i cannot tolerate is why does "some people" bloody write the caption's about others as they wish?
i really don't like that. everyone has their own feelings, ya know.
eventhough they behave or has a different kind of attitude, you should not be the one who judge others.
you think you so good ah?
what do you think if someone label you with some malicious remarks, and tell the world about it?
will you smile or even laugh about it? maybe, if you are some dumbass.
i mean be nice to others la.
err i'm human being also. i did that mistake before. but it's not too late to change aite?

so if the next time you meet some people that isn't in your group, be nice to them.
just because they arent's as smart, not as rich,not as well-dressed, not as pretty/handsome, and not as stick figured like/ sex-god like as your friends, it doesn't mean that you have the rights to treat them like some kind of slave. please la.
don't just "bonding" with the clan you like, and hate others.
eeee. jahat gila ok.

anyways, i skipped school again today. that makes 4/5 "ponteng" this week. but i still send the letter tho.
can't help it if my " lovely" teacher kept asking for it. harhar

Ehh NURU, lama tak nampak you la.
*surprise expression* is it? umm. i wasn't feeling well.
Bagi saya surat you, ponteng banyak hari ni. Teacher want to write you as ponteng already.
Oh okay. Nanti saya bagi.

and my reason was " saya terpaksa pulang ke kampung halaman untuk mengahadiri majlis saudara".
HARHAHRHRHAHRHAR berdosa gila.
bagi sakit betul-betul baru tahu lol.

oh yeah, happy birthday Nurul Syamimi darlinggggg!

i was going through my picture file and i found these two pictures! hee. saya sangat suka gambar awak makan cupcakes wondermilk dan gambar kita berdua. do u remember that second picture? we were like the camwhore sensation in front of that "magic mirror" in perfection. we camwhore like there's no tomorrow. and it was really funnnn! *suka suka*. oh and remember when we were in the same class together? in form 2 and 3, both in Balau. i think that was the first time i got to know you. harhar kau dalam group "lesbo" kan? harhar lawak doe. and when you were sitting beside me dalam class, like ohmygod. we sang together while doing our work and sampai most teacher scolded sebab bising gila kot.the best part was, we were socializing with others and people still misses us together "kacau-ing" them. ingat tak? eeeeee. serious time paling best ok. one of my best classmate laaa(:

and i suka when Syamir joined us, sing along, decorating your bottle, drawing and stuff. and best sangat-sangat. and, Pn. Daljit asked us to throw your so-called " decorated" bottle (exclusively made by Syamir)? She was so shocked that it was a bottle, i think she thought that it must have been rubbish. i love sitting next to you, when i asked you to draw something that i, lack of drawing skills, can't draw, you will help me, and put your work on hold just to do my drawing. i know i was mean to you back then, but you were too sweet(:
and one reminder, stop critisizing yourself, you are the perfect sweet Mimi yang everyone love. inner beauty tu yang lagi important ok.
i love you beetch!

so, there you go. one short essay for you. others yang i havent mention, is for your next birthday perhaps? harhar insyaallah.
terharu tak? wheee. and you get the honour to the first person(picture) to be featured in this so-awsome blog lol.
party's picture at the treehouse will be in the next update (kot).

ohsorandom: image of candy at the treehouse still my head. ahahahah agak hot la.i penat camwhore tadi ohh, i think we took 2662304451 pictures X) and shite la, trials is driving me nuts!

Can she make it over here

2009-08-11T22:14:00.003+08:00

i prefer to be someone, at least a friend to accompany me wherever i go.
it's like this annoying feeling that i would look like a total loser without a friend walking beside me.
well, today i realize that, all that stupid thought is actually bullshite.

i went to library today. ALONE.
i feel that i need to be alone, so kononnya i can study la. harhar.
last-last tertidur saya diatas meja library tersebut X)
i skipped school again today. hell yeah i skipped double period of suffering addmath.
awsooomeee.

so, moving on.

i only managed to study one chapter from that bloody chemistry.
why is chemistry is so hard?
i don't want to fail again. it's trial la. i really have to prove to my parents wei.
stress mress :S

nak jadi happy, no more worrying. pimples is the proof.
dah jadi "moon surface" ok my face. dek kerana stress yang memanjang.
serious lepas spm ni, i'll go to those skinsolutin,drmurad's,etc etc
lepas tu boleh la meng-show off kan kulit ku yang baru.
harharharhahrharharhaar

idk if i'm going to school tomorrow, majority of my class mesty tak datang.
and idk if i can tahan double periods of addmath.
like oh my god la. bole mati berak berak jawab soalan addmath.
then ade physics. worst.
so like if it's up to me, i would totally skip again tomorrow.
but i really don't think mama will let me skip 3 days in a row.
eeeeeeeeee. tak suka,tak suka.

lagi satu oh my god, i think zahiril adzim suka kat hanis zalikha.
gila obvious ok. zahiril posted something about he can't forget about this girl he met and he can't forget about her.
harhar usah berselindung lagi, kami dapat jawab teka-teki anda.
(:

ohsorandom: i think i should update with pictures next time! baru ade kenangan yang comel.

A fresh new start

2009-08-10T17:11:00.002+08:00

So I decided that i have to have one.

A blog. Is this where I should start?
Probably.